Reflecting. . .

My little Amelia turned 4 this week, where has the time gone? I look at her and think "I am going to blink and you will be off to college" and then I get really sad! It's so bittersweet that God gives us precious gifts called children to raise as we wish or how we see fit and then send them off hoping & praying that we have given them every piece of wisdom imaginable to be productive, loving, empathetic, cautious, caring adults. I know that day will come, but as for right now. . I don't want to think about it!

Each year on the girls birthdays I tell them the "story" of the day they were born, it's amazing what they remember from the year before. . as I was telling Amelia the story this year she looked at me and said "mommy, you forgot the part about the slime" Silly me. . how could I forget about the "slime"-- apparently last year the story was more "graphic" :)

Happy Birthday, my little Amelia!!!

Teresa the "catapapiller"

A few weeks back my little Amelia, thank God for her unending curiosity, found this marvelous "catapapiller" under a milk weed leaf. We decided to keep this puffy little friend in a jar and see what happened. Who would have known that this new friend of ours was ravenous! And when I say ravenous I mean devouring whole milk weed leaves in minutes, the jar fogged up and we could literally hear "her" munching on these delicate leaves.

Within a few days she crawled to the top of the jar and hung upside down for a while, I was secretly afraid our new friend had eaten her self into a state of delusion (which would explain hanging upside down!)-- but thank God for Google!!! this little bugger was none other than a monarch "catapapiller" and she was right on schedule. Soon she arched her puffy self into a "j" shape --

And then to my, Abigayle and Amelia's surprise began to spin an amazing green cocoon before our very eyes-- talk about perfect timing! How lucky were we to see this awesome feat?? The girls went nuts with excitement UNTIL. . . . our new friend spun the cocoon up to the very top of what we think was her head and then KERPLUNK!! her head fell off!!! yet the cocoon continued to wiggle??

It is like Christmas waiting to see what will emerge from this cocoon, I hope we are lucky enough to be home when the beautiful creature emerges :)

An Awesome Book

So, I am reading the most awesome book ever right now--Sacred Parenting, by Gary Thomas-- if you have children you need to read this book-- Thank you so much , my friend, Danelle for "loaning" me this wonderful book!

In case you don't know, every morning while I blow dry my hair I read-- for the past 7 months it has been the Bible-- I'm only as far as Deuteronomy, but at a page or two a day that is pretty good :)-- anyway I have recently detoured from this ritual to read Gary's book and have been so amazed at what a difference this book has made in my own life I want to encourage everyone to read it.

This morning I finished the chapter on "burning love" which gave some amazing spiritual application to dealing with anger when it comes to raising children and in every day life . I now have some pretty powerful "tools" to use when I need to count to 10! I realized that anger is not a sin-- depending on how you use it and apply it-- So watch out next time I'm feeling angry-- it might just benefit me in my spiritual journey!

I can't wait to blow dry my hair tomorrow to see what morsels of wisdom Gary has next :)!!!!

The weekend!!!

I can't believe how excited I always get before the weekend. . is it the knowing that I don't have to hit snooze 10 times the next two days, is it knowing that I can lounge in my jammies until 10:00 if I want? Or more obvious, is it that I get two whole days to re-connect with my two babies and my new hubby?

I'm going with the latter!

This weekend I will tell my children 100 times that I love them, I will take every opportunity to hug and kiss them. I will hold Derek's hand and tell him how handsome I think he is and that I am the luckiest person alive to be married to him. I will kiss my beautiful cat Sheldon on his smooshed nose and I will thank God for every second of it~~~~ Happy Weekend :)

I'll never finish college

So today on my lunch hour I went to the college to enroll for fall classes-- with every intention of following through this time and FINALLY graduating (yes mom , it will happen!!!)And I was told that as of last Spring the requirements for the degree changed and in order to "better prepare" students to sit for the CPA exam they have generously added 7 more classes to the Accounting program. HELLOOOOO!!! It has taken me 6 years to finish as many-- Pray for me that the Dean will grandfather me in to the old curriculum and I can graduate next May!!!! I don't want to be 80 and still trying to get my degree!!!!

Something new

So here it is my first "blog"!

Derek and I finally are married! I still can't believe how blessed I am that God brought him into my life. He is such an amazing man. Now that all the crazy wedding planning is over we have been talking alot about our future. Abigayle and Amelia are ready for a new brother or sister! I can't wait to see how my little Abigayle will teach and guide a baby and how sweet Amelia will shower a baby with unconditional love and lots of hugs and kisses! This wonderful new chapter in my life is so exciting-- God really does answer prayers! I am truly happier than I have ever been~ or could have imagined being :)