In life, the opportunities to love unconditionally are few and far between- in my experience this is a love reserved for your own children and a few others.
I have been lucky enough to have shared a deep, soul reaching love that was completely unconditional and always reciprocated with one of the
softest,
kindest souls for the past 19 years.
He came into my life when he was just 3 and it was instant love- He had me at Meow. He was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen, with long grey fur and green eyes as big as saucers. How could I be
so lucky to be getting my very own persian cat? And with a name of Sheldon Cornelius- I was and
still am love struck.
Through the years he has been by my side. He has moved 7 times with me, been through 2 marriages, seen 3 children brought home from the hospital, watched me age - and here I am watching his frail body that has grown so old. His once beautiful soft long fur has now forgone grooming because it would be too strenuous on his little heart, his once wide inquisitive eyes are now glassed over and usually closed and I am so very sad because the decision has been made that tomorrow we will say good bye to this precious, precious little man. My heart hurts.
I look forward to the day when I can hold my little Sheldon again- I know when I get to Heaven he will be waiting right there for me with my Grandma and Whitten.
I hope he knows, in his little heart and soul that he meant more to me and brought more love into my life than I could ever thank him for- I love you buddy, until we hug again. . ..
Tears! You must get the book Cat Heaven...It will touch your heart! I'd give you mine, but I'm kind of attached to it!!
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I will definetly have to get this book:)
DeleteI'm so sorry, I know this is a tough decision for you. I will be thinking about you and saying a little prayer for you and Sheldon. oxoxoxox
ReplyDeleteOh marsha I'm so sorry :'( my heart aches for you! We were just talking about him. Iwill be thinking of you tomorrow.
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